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Its 2008 - Happy Mickey Year!

Visited a couple of friend's blogs, and i realise, i've not been blogging, for a very long time.

I even get myself here thru their bloggies link and WOW,my last entry is about 1 year plus ago- in 2006?!
and whole of 2007- Missy World is in "sleeping" mode.

I've been "sleeping" virtually? thanks to my often break down Comp & my laziness : so what happen to me in the pass one year. I would update again in next entry hopefully i still have zeal in doing it :P

After reading blog entries dedicated to Ahky, reminded me alot of him again, memories of him flows, every of his actions, things he used to say.. Knowing that all these would not happen again but there is always a feeling that he will come back one day,telling us that what has happened was just a joke..okay but that wont happen-just miss him...

His passed away has made qite a deep impact for most of us ... it striked me to thought over some issues about life..Alot of things in life we have no control, the only person who is in control is our father in Heaven,so lets have faith & trust in Him to lead us through watever ups & downs.

Its 2008 already, infact almost 2 months would be gone soon- what have i done? i always have alot of agendas, in the past few years but never much fulfilled.. its time to do some planning. At the minimum, just wish to live a life with Peace & Joy :)

dinGie NagGinG@2008-02-12 - 1 .50a.m.

Write it here again

Its been a Reallly really long long time since i last blog.. almost 1 year? okay what happened doesnt really matter.. maybe will fill it up at later stage...
Just feel like blog again.
To express some thoughts here where i cant do it somewhere else?Maybe.

I wanted to go hols, but seems always stop by the "not everyone can make it YET" never mind i shall wait..
or shall i go just go for the bankok offer, but 'm not in the mood to go with some 'strangers'in the grp. It just feel weird.

sparkie, why arent you eating your food? boo

dinGie NagGinG@2006-06-27 - 1:37 a.m.

shopping day~!

Went out wif the cf girls today, its been quite some time since we got a 'shopping' date and all girls somemore haha girl rulez yah still remem the neo print we took last year. its been 1 year.. woo so fast. I think shopping is a all girls at all time favourite.. hm.. atleast for me lar & most ppl ard me heh..din get anything but just window shop, already feeling good, maybe its haven been spending this long time to shop in town...learn tt cant afford it, den just try it & take pics haha thanks to simz idea.. atleast i had it 'once':P
Still wondering what have make eliza wanted to change image? quite a surprise to me.. but maybe it just part of growing up or really becoz of someone..just curious ha..Realise i've been in a girlie image?.. kinda sick, maybe its time for something new? but how, its hard..nah den just leave it..

This week gonna be busy week.. haiz..what i have planned got some problem.. whats plan b -_-..

dinGie NagGinG@2005-07-25 - 2:03 a.m.

Long Thoughts

Just got back from watching Initial D and i like Jay chou even more! haha okay say me crazy or wat but i think he really look so cool & charming in that show.. hm he sets the level for my dream guy( i mean the charm lar) he definitely not the shuai ge kind but i think charm last longer. yea and its those have innner double eyelid guys, just realise the unsignificant double lids looks good too.i dun go for big eyes, long curly lashes- find that too girlish. suddenly i can understand why he got like 7,8 gf which i dun really understand last time ha.. abit jealous of the Hou zhu po :P
The show spurr me to take my prac lesson faster haha, of coz not for racing....but come to think that after taking license i got no car to drive its abit useless..-_-'
unless i can afford a car soon? not for this 2 years definitely.
But having car is really convenient in some ways.. like tonite, so glad ting could drive home, within mins can reach home. and this is not the 1st late nitez hee hee thanks girl, no worry for midnite movies & supper? :P

Should i go for the part-time job which sound like conning people into some hotel membership...but i'm not doing the convincing part.. the comm look so attractive but wonder is it becoz its hard to invite ppl to even listen to u thats why they pay so much...hm...
Realise nowadays alot of decision to make ar, sometimes sending a msg, i also think for some time in the end also din send. well thats also a decision bah..can understand why xu struggle so much for the decision she need to make..esecially really concern part of her life? girl, well i think u should really go for what u want even it may take some risk, or else before the decision is made for u,u should get what i mean.. no way back... Coming 21, recently just suddenly feel 21 getting real as in should be more mature, getting responsible, geting older! just in half a year will be going 22 & den 23,24... 30! OMG getting scary. And thinking will i get married & have a family by then. Thats a norm thing for everyone but not necessary everyone.. cant see it now maybe 5 years later. was talking to 2 senior ppl sometime back, they told me actually 21 is not a young age to plan for future & marriage already coz by that age they already planning for it.. was quite taken aback, i always think i'm still young at this age,a new stage of life has only just started.. maybe just diff generation i guess.. but thinking of it, ting is planning for engagement next year already.. well just different ppl & timing... no no i'm not trying to comfort myself, i'm not worry at all :P

saw fengjiao & coco today before the movie, so thankful that i actually met them else really have to borrow phone from strangers..never want to do that so paiseh... anyway i reveal, erm not really reveal but told? them something about pris & ts which they have been suspecting.. they are so shock, Dun really understand why they are shock.. maybe coz i knew it long ago.. but i'm abit surprise that em.. still together,we assume. Hm.. sound so bad like as if i expect not so.. no lar just feel surprise..thinking back i'm also shock when i first knew it. it was a say-say thing and became real. ha.

Today. i just feel this telepathy thing or six sense? hm..eg bumping into ppl i know when i really hope to just minutes ago.. and the others its hard t0 explain in words.. its all just thoughts and it some how happen or related ppl, things etc...oh so far its for good or not so bad... hope no bad things especially involve sadness. kinda reject dissapointment & sadness as growing older...but thats part of growing,cant escape neither avoid... wow tonite i have spout alot of rubbish hee.. it been long since i type so much with some details also... Sparkie is sleeping so soundly behind me.. think she has really feel comfy with us.. & thanks ting for helping to bring her back.. i guess atleast she doesnt dissapoint me :)

dinGie NagGinG@2005-07-09 - 3:32 a.m.

Dilemma

Til now i still cant make up my mind.. why am i so indecisive... sigh.. which one should i go for... should i just give the bank job a try? why they have to get an reply so soon...okay there are prospect for this job, if iwere to take it is coz of the benefits & prospects and that means i better choose to go into the banking or finance industry which this job will definitely give me a good training ground.... but why my interest doesnt comes with prospectful jobs? just when i thougt okay i'm going for this - the interest me job call up but the interview only next wk and what if they dont take me? and i'm not sure is that something that im interest in but given the environment, it is, and thats the area i would like to establish my career in.. but its compeitive....okay which job doesnt have compeition now.... Should i just listen to mom, jus take the bank job as its really a good chance? hm....
i realise something funny that both jobs are so different from what i have studied...my diploma is just for the sake of diploma -_-" funny or saddie..argghh its so vexing...can the job choose me...i got a feeling , in the end i dun get neither of the jobs.. :0
Still got more interview to go who know i can get better ones? O God pls give me an ans, lead me through....

dinGie NagGinG@2005-06-24 - 5:07 a.m.

Low-batt

arrrr i'm so tired....i can feel my energy level getting lower and lower..draining off, and its little charging.. So many things at hands, sometimes i dunno which to do first... can just sit infront of comp and stare, too lazy to think or move anymore... now waiting for my hair to be dry.. quick i wanna sleep! hate the struggling feeling in the morning *yawn
seems like now is worse than when i was studying, thought studying should be more stressful & busy...
should start to note down the things to do, too many little things which i keep forgetting...forgetful me.. maybe coz not enough sleep?

okay guess tomorrow chun wont be going to work,hope there isn't extra work coming on other than the usual ones. This is the second day at new sitting place, well i quite like it,having own working area but this wont be long- 1 more month....hope will be able to tell mom soon, real soon...

Dear Lord, please give me courage and the strengh for everyday.Amen

alrite.. eyes shutting down---- time to recharge~Zzzzz

dinGie NagGinG@2005-04-13 - 12:48 a.m.

boring sat

why am i still up at this wee hours, cant sleep, have slept too much, spend almost whole day sleeping... actually its been long time since i can have one day sleeping, doing nothing,so bored. wanted to go out, but no one to go out wif, everyone busy i guess. yah can do stuff.. but lazy just plain lazy, good to have one day lazy, i got not much chance to be lazy now -_-

sis thai friends have gone back today, hm.. feel abit wasted, din talk to them much exept for the first day, it was even so rush when they were leaving for airport. think it was a quite interesting experience for my sis to know overseas peeps & have such contacts... too bad i din have such sch exchange programmes last time.

Suddenly i'm too afraid that time passing so fast..after weeks, months and years.. so scary, and i cant bring the past with me but only memories. No matter good or bad-its just memories, and some memories kills,yah?...sound so serious but sometimes its true i guess. Been dreaming of things happened in the past or rather old dreamz...why do people dream? maybe coz some things and people still in the person mind?
maybe some unsolved doubts? maybe just purely missing? just maybe.. some things got no definite answers...but sometimes i hope to get some answers..just dun understand... dislike disappointed feelings, dislike ignorance..all these leads to hurt and sadness....

wish i'm in the numbed stage again...for a long long time...

dinGie NagGinG@2005-04-10 - 2:33 a.m.

when bad feelings come together

seems like once in a year i must lose my voice once... and this time its the worse case that i ever had.. i dunno why .. all the other pain come along, headache,eye pain even slightly heart pain... symptom of getting old? not rite,i've yet turn 21 eh...

Had quite a nice fellowship time at ECP today, wif the sunny weather.. but too bad i'm not in the sun tanning mood.. it was suppose to add on to my illness.. but eventually i feel beter, weird.

Still feel abit terrible, its like all the uncomfortable feelings turns out together-even emotionally affected. Alrite well maybe both affects each other, wat a combo hit when it comes together. aRghh. oh.. how long does it takes to heal? to get over? i cant wait to be gone soon... this awful feeling. Hope to go back numbed stage-where worries are 'hidden'..

How to work tomorrow? no phone callings for me, yea quite a good things ha..........i miss sch days haiz.. those days....

dinGie NagGinG@2005-03-14 - 1:07 a.m.

Hows life~

oh i got itchy eyes, itchy legs,all thanks to the mosquitoes and deadly dry weather-when will this pass? pls rain more often! Its been 1 week since working. I start to feel bored of the job but yet i like the environment quite alot, an idea working place.The peeps are like all quite frenly atleast not the bad stabbed kind. Thank God that i got very easy going 'supervisors'am not stressed. overall i'm satisfied wif it just that too bad the pay and its temp...

Recently things in the past been rake up in my mind occasionally.. dunno why even the smallest thing may cause some images pop up in my mind, its really like reviews-- seems like symton of getting old.. sometimes really miss those school days, chatting and slacking ard in the lectures,toking about some 'legend' ppl? oh yah and the leisure after that.. Ktv and Movies! tt was the later part.. even miss the exams time where we study together...all these will never happen again atleast not wif the same group of peeps..only can be memories :) nice memories

dinGie NagGinG@2005-02-24 - 12:18 a.m.

Cleaning : Cleaning

Man,just found a big cockroach crawling under my feet..how dare it to come so near ppl.Thanks to the shield tox-settle it for me.Today been dealing wif insects? and droppings, Eeeks but is meaningful job, cleaning spree at a home. From there, you know who are the ones who does house chores hee me, no? but its my first time doing such activity in fellowship time. I think its a nice place as a home, its just like a normal home-comfy,warmth...the folks there look good too. okay if i were to left alone when i'm old, a place in mind ha. wonder if the home still around, but well i hope that wont happen to me.
and i realise, i need to perform the same cleaning spree attitude to my own home.Only if i got a bunch of ppl helping me to do it hee will be fast and clean ;P wishful thinking

dinGie NagGinG@2005-01-31 - 1:52 a.m.

Triumph in the Skies- my fav tv show has end

think i feel hungry now... but no appeitite for eating- thats a good thing? actually am i really hungry, seems not but i feel gastric pain *arghh..at this hour.. weird.. maybe its going thru the digestion process hm.. my favourite hk drama has its last episode today.. feel abit dissapointed coz there are no other tv shows now that make me want to watch so much everyday:P this show have abit of influence on me. Make me want to fly to Rome, such a beautiful place wow.. gonna be my dream place for tour.I feel like working in airport too..silly thoughts of mine.. but seriously i like the environment,its like a life stage:different ppl passing by with different stories.. but that is the HK new airport got diff levels.. hm.. the changi airport like not so exciting yah.oopps. Its just a show. oh i did went to the HK new airport for transit but never stepped out so too bad. well thinki shall continue dreaming :)

dinGie NagGinG@2005-01-28 - 2:24 a.m.

Woohoo cold nite

Wooo finally got in to this add entry page.. servers are busy now. Hm.. its 1am already, still have so many bloggers trying to type in... Peeps nows adays are owl~ indeed :p Opps i am one of them heh.. its not a good thing i know.. but what to do when you're still quite free & still can slack alittle just alittle. I miss those schooling dayz actually (-_-)Though mite be stressful but you got stuff to keep you busy and is not meaningless things.Now i know why would those school leavers always said that.Peeps dun say it for fun. Wooo its a freezing nite, mom & dad has fell sick.. oh no better don't get the virus..Consulting doctor is not free now for me :| alritez thats all for tonite.. my show is starting soon! and yah SCV is the culprit of me being owl.wahaha

dinGie NagGinG@2005-01-12 - 1:09 a.m.

2005

Its the first time i blog in 2005.
How times flies, still remember the content i've fill in for the 2004 resolutionz.. i remember one of them is to be happy everyday... well maybe not everyday but think it has been better :) Again many things happened in the 2004, the biggest hit comes in the later part. Seems like always somethings happened near the end. And Yes just like some things will happen when End days come... maybe this is a warning from God...trying to tell us something...well anyway am thankful still around wif my family & frenz.

Start getting 21st bday invitation from ppl of my age... reminds me am turning 21.. That day did consider settlers as one of the place, as the cafe is a hm.. new concept? but well the pricing turns me off. Think that is not worth it but do have fun in the games wif Tian & ahky though they are just simples games. shall visit more cafes and birthday parties? nah still far,what the worry.

Feel abit upset, when realise the situations in cf now.Feel more motivated to go back and help..For that is the place where fil up half of my poly memories, a place where i learn & grow, of coz all the happy times... its sad if to see it 'shattered'. hope things get better thru God's grace.
Sometimes i just feel people with people just like dogs and cats,its either regconise another as something from a different world & fight like mad or could play together really well.
I learnt to appreaciate people who bother to care about my life even jsut a 'how are you', who bother to msg me even a fwd msg, ppl who bother to ask me out even just for a meal,ppl who willing to help even they may not help much....all these doesn't come easily. Not everyone Bothers..just dissapointed with some busy life peeps..only free when there is problem. is really busy,plain lazy or doesn't bother?.. bits me....have been enduring with this stoopid mosquito. cant catch you. .argghhh

dinGie NagGinG@2005-01-11 - 12: 46a.m.

Back from holiday~!

just got reminded that this blog have been neglected... arghhh im just lazy.....and maybe got nothing very interesting to jote it down?~!

Well just got back from taiwan...i love the weather there cooling but not freezing, warm but not humid and hot just nice..and the food there are yummy~ any nite market stalls can fight wif any popular food stall in sg.in other wise the restaurant food are not that good... the nite markets which include food and shopping are great.. so many variety & big even shop til i tired, still haven cover up the whole streets... just like their streets view-big light signage with chinese words colurful lighting everywhere~~~ alrite seems like being their tour embassy haha.. but there are areas which i dun quite like about them the messy politics.. ah bian forver screaming.. oh yah they have lotsa channels that can make u entertained whole day. ;p

Now back in sg... i feel somehow boring here..... no nite markets, nice food.. tv.... well if got chance maybe will go back again.. this time free & easy hee.....but 1 thing i realise a nice hotel is important for touring.

i have to wake up early tomo... wat am i doing here.. haha stil wanted to go clubing wif ting think if i do so i'll be coma when i'm back.... lalala so sianz... cant' really see wat am i going to do in the next few months :0

dinGie NagGinG@2004-11-25 - 12:53 a.m.

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just recover from sickness... hate the feeling being sick.. all the pain and dizziness... sianz...have to continue wif my project.. blog again tonite....

dinGie NagGinG@2004-10-01 - 4:06 p.m.

Blogging again!

yeah finally my blog has came back again..after acidentally inserting jinming blog script into mine... and poor me spend time to figure out again.. this time must save ti up properly.. incase.. sth like that happen again... about 2 wks never blog liao.....hm.. but also dunno wat to say.. well guess only the most exciting thing happend is the wild wild wet outing. Its kinda fun but still there are stations that i dare not try ;p and actually its quite small den i expected (compared to natasy island). Also my first time seeing kinleong and Delun (especiall) exposing so much? *oops...overall had a fun time ;)

More ppl are viewing my blog... geting more expose? watever i dun care..i wont write things here if somethings are not too appropriate to be posted here... but well got nutting much to hide.. unless very veyr personal emotions? I noe junyuan u r reading it.. now i mention u, alrite? haha yah and thankx for ur card.. a surprise one (an add on for my bday entry)...

Alritez.. think enuff for this entry.. until the next one...

dinGie NagGinG@2004-09-23 - 12:10 a.m.

weekend again

Its friday again.. 1 week seems like only contains 3 days to me... so worry for the project.. it seems can't be done on time..*sigh ...

The D&D last nite was not that boring as i thought lar.. actually some of the programs are quite interesting... but the planners must have spend alot of time and effort... I hope to become such event or party next time also.. but needs alot of creativities. Anyway is there such career?..

Sianz sia... thought i could have a relax wkend this week... all thanks to the 15% things going in JL... argh.. i have to work as normal.... i hope she can approve my leave next sat.. i really hope to go the the wild wild wet :p

dinGie NagGinG@2004-09-03 - 4:26 p.m.

upset night

Got a belated burstday celebration at harrys bar with Ting,her bf & guys also include xf. Cut the fifth cake and had a ladies alcoholic drink which call sth like Marr...(which i forgotten) Its Strawberry flavour which taste not bad to me but ting said lime one will be even nicer..shall try next time .Still feel some itch here and there even leave rashes...should be more careful with the alcohol content next time. Feel hungry now guess coz din had a proper full dinner. one week passes so fast... i miss last friday dinner....

Can't really get to sleep now though kinda tired. Been poundering over something...had mixed feelings..feeling quite upset....lots of words bottom in my heart waiting to be express..Having a heavy heart but mite not have a chance to be lightened.. mite not?... anymore..*saddies. will there be a chance to talk again...So wat there are rest of them but only 1 will be enough to set my day blue...i dun expect to be treated the same...but its hurting ...for the coldness..

Work tomorrow will be tired and moody one.....

dinGie NagGinG@2004-08-28 - 4:01 a.m.

20th birthday on the 20th! :)

I'm already 20 yrs and 3 days old =p

Feel so blessed that i have family and frenz to celebrate for me. Blew candles of 4 cakes in total hee.

First from Sec good pals, its was really kind of a surprise for me... coz they kept silent about it.. til on that day a big surprise though abit loop hole also haha but really amaze for the gift they gave -Levis vouchers! actually they do read up my diary.. Thanks to Cebin ..Thanks Peeps Love u all.. wat a sweet & great celebration for me that day ;)

Follow by my Family, mom bought me a Durian cake from emi, so nice of her even purposely order it. Feel quite bad that i din gave her a as nice ones on her birthdays though i always wanted to do but i always broke near her birthday. Hope next yr i can treat her to a great dinner & everything coz working already...Anyway Big Thanks 2 mom too.

On that day, got few surprises too. Got gift from jinming they all..a denim wallet just i would need ;p.A call from pastor with a bday song ,that's so funny. church ppl getting more creative?

Went to fellowship and have dinner wif the CFers.. they gave me the first cake on the actual day.. & most of them actually got to rush, need to study etc but they still spend a little time for me so touched =D & also came wif a gift that make out quite a joke? but I love the gift, a brand that i wanted to have ;) Thank You to you Peeps! xD

Lastly i spend the last few hours with Cheng, he has prepared dinner for me. A small surprise coz he only told me that day. Taste his cooking for the first time..quite to standard actually coz i myself can't cook to that :p but i need to learn roast chicken hee...I feel quite a special thing for me that day.. Thanks cheng, and i really like the present now sorry for the complains at first but i really appreciates it and a pity i can't give him much time to spend which maybe u actually got other plans.. anyway Thanks Alot! :)

I Thank God for all these celebrations ,surprises. This is the best gift he gave me. This special day when he created me 20 yrs ago ;)

dinGie NagGinG@2004-08-23 - 11:51 p.m.

Fun Weekends~

I begin to hate Mosquito More! For every QT on tuesday morning they will come & hunt for me :( Will go cf room from next wk. I think something shall be done to the mosquito-kill them...

So fast the long weekend has over...but have quite some fun. First time go for ktv at mid night.. but i realise human voices is so called in "sleeping" mode at wee hours...or only for me only haha... now i only left the 'early birds' ktv timing that i never try before but seems abit weird to go ktv in morning +_+ Now Da pai dang hours

will be shortened even the oyster stall closes before 3, must be too good business...I think i wont want to go there at normal evening time where crowd is ,after going at a time where i can find seats easily but also dun think i'll have much chances that i will stay til that late in town ;p

And PS (toilets) are still open after mid nite- know where to find one when in need at that hours heh..

Too bad that yesterday have miss the fire works where we plan to see.. but its alrite for in the end we had a great dinner at Coffee Club with another '2 stars'? haha..Had fun at taking silly photos too. And there i found another nice Mud pie! yummy~

Its afew buck cheaper than the one at NYDC yets its double size of it, but still the on at NYDC is more rich while the one at CC is more of ice cream on it...seems like doing food review here hee. I like to take picures recently especially those machines one but not those jap one always have problem reading their instructions. No wonder so many ppl learning jap ;p

dinGie NagGinG@2004-08-10 - 8:40 a.m.

Weird Dreams

Had a very good sleep last nite. Its been quite sometime that i slept so early. 9pm plus heh though was waken up twice. Hope my sleep cycle will resume then. (*hope)I've been having weird dreamz for the past two nights... but its as if real that i can feel the fear in me even in the dream. Actually most of my dreams are weird, but there are few that i can always remember or that will stay in my mind. I realise i always dream of this particular toilet. Its somehow eerie and its kinda for different usage every time i dreamt of it. Like the last one was for unisex. Its quite a big n open one wif cubicles in rows and even got steps. Maybe it is something significant to me in real life psychologically...Other common scenes are people pass away like my dear ones & lightning strike ,very bright ones that make me scare in the dream haha...

dinGie NagGinG@2004-08-03 - 8:21 a.m.

life- so weak

*shrugs.. me doing research in sch here while waiting for time to pass..The 2 person sitting bedide me just now were so noisy, i rather change place wif one of them....and realise sch com its shut off in the morning and it takes so long to load and everything...

Was quite shock surprise to receive the news of XL passes away yesterday, as i always thought he would recover.... i dun really know him but from this i really feel that our life is so fragile that only God is in control of it.. will go to the wake tomo...

Mom been having fever for 2 days.. am afraid she will get the dengue..all thanks to the stoopis mosquitos that my area is a dengue zone now.. dun come and bite us arghh!!

dinGie NagGinG@2004-07-27 - 10:08 a.m.

complicated stuff

FYP getting more complicated, more stuff to solve. Seems challenging, but there's alot tough period to go thru and the worse is yet to come...yet i felt uncomfortable for certain things already...Tomo gonna wake up early for proj stuff. Is gonna be a tired day for me-for still got work til night.. arghhh.. wat am i doing here? go & zzz (-_-)

dinGie NagGinG@2004-07-24 - 12:45 a.m.

Yeah

YoHoo.. i changed it! ;)

dinGie NagGinG@2004-07-20 - 9:05 a.m.

sicky

Another early tue morning in sch doing QT.. i hope i can come early to do itevery morn but i failto do that.. feeling lazyon other morning....

Feel abit sick now.. since last nite having headache :( and i feel this joint pain in me - syptom of ill *bleak

somethings still bothering me...first time feel upset about it...dunno why always find it a terrible scene when i think back...

There's still something wrong somewhere of this blog, prev entries can't link, image doesn't come out...anyway i 'm gonna change to blog spot..I hope to adopt a dog soon from spca..*woof

dinGie NagGinG@2004-07-20 - 8:26 a.m.

Good Morning

Here i am in sch, kinda free now. Am glad i'm able to get up this early morning and have QT wif Eliza, its actually a nice timing for QT. Hopei can get up early everyday from today :p.

as early birds get to eat worms? lol..Think me gonna change blog to blog spot.. coz diaryland is so inconvenient in changing blogskin n settings etc....

Hm... hope can still keep the old archives here...Nice day ahead :)

dinGie NagGinG@2004-07-13 - 9:08 a.m.

Revamp!

yea Finally change my blog skin and got it a new page, finally i figure it out.. but still alot of things not yet done

those links there..and stil can't put my few prev entries here why?.. Nevermind, i can slowly do it.

Its been so long since i last blog. An holiday long haha.. and lotsa events, stuff has took place.Guess its the last eventful holiday i have during these poly days. A colorful holidays.

Saying of color, i got the colorful jelly baby hee. its nicer den the prev one, maybe its a gd thing that that has broken.Thanks to cheng who has found it.

Maybe i should upload pics here, so it will be more realistic of wat i'm toking here... but i'm not a gold member but i guess still got ways bah... actually i just want to see how will my page looks like after the first entry posted in this new layout.. alrite here it goes...

dinGie NagGinG@2004-07-09 - 1:03 a.m.

Feeling not too good

The paper starts tomorrow at 9am.. and i'm not yet finish with my revision.. arggghh...and i'm really sick of studying this 'dry' subject...just hope i can scrape thru...Feel abit sad...was in a numbed stage,but the feeling came back wif greater impact when its over.Still puzzled at some things...but was afraid to know the truth..I must be irritating,idiotic..& silly me having silly thoughts...I just hope to bury the unhappy things & start afresh coz i cant turn back time...I hope i'm back in the numbed stage.

dinGie NagGinG@2004-05-03 - 1:53 a.m

Hot daze

Am glad that plc project has abit of progress. Thank God,thanx got Jasper too.Though dissappear for sometime but back for gd? haha Wonder how is the sunday sch teacher who got coma yesterday, was so sudden.unexpected accidents somehow affect me,always think that wat if that happened to me or my dear ones?Just found out one i saw in that jiajia adv is really eric haha find it kinda funny.Recentlly been so hot n humid -_-"" *sweaty

dinGie NagGinG@2004-04-13 - 11:36 p.m.

Back!

Almost forgotten about this diary here :p trying to change to the blog style and looking for new skin.. hopefully got the time and patient one day to look into it heh...

Another Semester going to finish soon... and so exams coming soon..arggh. not started revising yet, project not done yet...gonna have a hard time struggling with it.

Just got "rebuked"? coz of my work..hai...though its a truth,but i just can't accept,maybe its the way, too strongly,not being understaning and look in my shoes..Grrr nvm i gues God understands

Still have to work tomorrow,anxious for church too ^-^

dinGie NagGinG@2004-04-04 - 12:35 a.m

Good bye old times~HaPpy 2004!

Oh i still can't beleive that is 2004 already...2003 came fast and leave fast but it was quite a 'exciting' year for me? Not only for me also the things happening around.. haha den should be 'happening' year.

Can't really accept the fact i'm turning 20 this year.. no more a teen

=( Suddenly feel need to be so much responsible for myself and the life that i'm going to lead oh no i just feel kinda lost... i must start plannig something else i always feel so aimless and will feel very down as there is nothing looking forward to. Once i quite looking forward to the working life.. but now..i prefer to study ;p

Maybe its due to this attachment, but thinking of this sem, i'm going to be alone in an unfarmiliar class, feel quite lonely.Break time have to spend alone, just like the last last semester. Arggh feel so sad. Seems like

recently been leading 'lonely' life Hm.. okie lar not so pathetic is 'boring' life bah. Maybe i should have go JB with them... but at that point i thought i would want to rest at home...Seems like now everyone is busy with something except me.. Haiz....

Never mind.. should have alone time also.. den maybe can reflect..but nayway i like very long never reflect or think le. This new year also never plan any resolution... always the same but never fulfil like lose weight-yue jian yue fei haha

I just hope this year, i will feel accomplish something or i do accomplish something...and most importantly to stay happy...quite along time since i will stay really happy for some time..yes this is my first wish of the year.

dinGie NagGinG@2004-01-01 - 11:47 p.m.